Problems With The Worlds
I seem to have a different personality for every “life” I lead. Not just in the way i act, but in the way I think too, for example, in my home and school lives I’d probably think twice about pushing people over the edge and crossing lines, on the other hand whenever I’m out on one of those nights, I would push people over the edge jus for the hell of it.
Having these different personalities has its advantages. For one, it makes my lies seem a lot more believable. Reading and manipulating people become a lot easier. And it really helps in keeping up whatever image I’m trying to portray.
But it does have it’s downfalls. Usually I automatically switch back and forth between personalities pretty easily, but sometimes when I’m a bit tired or a bit… fuzzy in the head, I can’t switch back and forth between personalities that fast.
If that happens, people, from whom I would like to hide parts of my personality, end up seeing glimpses of the less savoury parts of my personality…
But anywho… meh I’ve made it my resolution to disolve all, well most of, my barriers and really be myself… in I think 2 years time would be a good schedule, there are a few things that will rock the boat when they come out..
Messing With Long-Lost Friends
A couple of girls called me today.
I know them.
We hadn’t talked in ages
We had a… wierd… conversation.
I decided to have a bit of fun with them.
Anywho, after a long they called me for some reason.
I pretended to not know who they were.
I told them I remembered everything I knew that had some connection to them, where we last met, what happened there, what we ate for lunch, stuff like that.
I told them I remembered everything except for them.
It’s fun messing with people <(^_^)>
In Retrospect + Why I Don’t Myspace
I just read over my last couple of posts… and I feel ashamed.
They’re worse than those awful non-sensical Youtube comments. I sincerely apologise to those who read them… however little your numbers may be.
Now on to today’s post <(^_^)>
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I recently wondered if should start Myspacing of Facebooking, since a hell of a lot of my friends do. Then I remembered why I don’t do social networking websites.
I have friends whom I would rather some others not know about. I’m sure you guys have figured out who you are by now. It’s not that I’m ashamed of you guys or anything.
Please don’t think that.
You guys are awesome. It’s just that this could cause a lot of drama. drama which would not be very convenient right now. Not just for me but for people I care about too.
Most people out there would know me as a pretty straight-edge guy who has a problem with being way too apathetic about the things around him.
If people start talking, then I might just be outed…
so that is my reason for not Myspacing… too many secrets, too easily revealed.
Finding Myself
I’m sure I’ve mentioned my identity crisis somewhere in this blog, well I think it might be over.
I’ve found out who I am, and I must say.. I am fun.
Am I a nice guy?
Probably not.
Will people like who I am?
Most.. I guess..
But who cares, seriously.
I’ve decided not to even try and keep up appearances anymore.
I’ll just be… Me
Can’t be stuffed with a big announcement but… This is for me, not anyone else, so stuff’em.
I’m Back
I have no idea where this side of me has been lately, I’ve been way too nice up till now.
My determined hell-raiser side’s back and I think I’m gonna start to stir things up. Things’ve been boring and I really feel like bringing my unique brand of fun back into the mix.
Am I being sadistic? Maybe. But who cares, preapare for some drama people.
