Problems With The Worlds
I seem to have a different personality for every “life” I lead. Not just in the way i act, but in the way I think too, for example, in my home and school lives I’d probably think twice about pushing people over the edge and crossing lines, on the other hand whenever I’m out on one of those nights, I would push people over the edge jus for the hell of it.
Having these different personalities has its advantages. For one, it makes my lies seem a lot more believable. Reading and manipulating people become a lot easier. And it really helps in keeping up whatever image I’m trying to portray.
But it does have it’s downfalls. Usually I automatically switch back and forth between personalities pretty easily, but sometimes when I’m a bit tired or a bit… fuzzy in the head, I can’t switch back and forth between personalities that fast.
If that happens, people, from whom I would like to hide parts of my personality, end up seeing glimpses of the less savoury parts of my personality…
But anywho… meh I’ve made it my resolution to disolve all, well most of, my barriers and really be myself… in I think 2 years time would be a good schedule, there are a few things that will rock the boat when they come out..
Finding Myself
I’m sure I’ve mentioned my identity crisis somewhere in this blog, well I think it might be over.
I’ve found out who I am, and I must say.. I am fun.
Am I a nice guy?
Probably not.
Will people like who I am?
Most.. I guess..
But who cares, seriously.
I’ve decided not to even try and keep up appearances anymore.
I’ll just be… Me
Can’t be stuffed with a big announcement but… This is for me, not anyone else, so stuff’em.
I’m Back
I have no idea where this side of me has been lately, I’ve been way too nice up till now.
My determined hell-raiser side’s back and I think I’m gonna start to stir things up. Things’ve been boring and I really feel like bringing my unique brand of fun back into the mix.
Am I being sadistic? Maybe. But who cares, preapare for some drama people.
La Nouvelle Liste Musique
So I got a couple of new playlists up…
yeah…
that’s it…
I wonder what people think of my taste in music…
The Selfish Act
My mum and I got into a huge fight last night.
It started just because of a misunderstanding, apparently a word in the teenage vocabulary means something very different in her dictionary.
It escalated.
In the end she asked me a question I really didn’t want to answer.
Not because I was afraid she would get angry at me, or that I would be punished.
I was afraid that she’d get angry at herself or punish herself for it.
She asked me the question.
I told her the answer.
The true answer.
I wish I hadn’t.
It was a totally selfish thing for me to do.
It tore her heart to pieces.
I could’ve lied, sure I would’ve been punished, she would’ve been angry at me, but then she wouldn’t have gotten hurt the way she did.
There was a reason I kept it a secret.
Created To Combat The Threat Posed by The Doctor and Other Phantasmagoria
I’d just finished watching the Torchwood season finale earlier this morning. It was a good season finale. it had a nice climax and ended with quite nicely too, not with a cliffhanger, but un answered questions… but forget Torchwood.
He’s back.
The Doctor’s Back.
I’ve just finished watching he first episode.
It was kinda a let down… Sure it had its’ funny moments, I swear I kept thinking that Tate was going to yell out “WHAT A FUCKING LIBERTY”.
But the episode did seem kinda bland, I think it was the lack of action… And the “YOU WANT TO MATE!?” bit seemed a little fake… But the last scene did draw me in , so many questions, need answers! But seriously though, I ain’t bovered!
Noticing Changes + Announcement
So this morning, another weird thing happened, I had the urge to take a shower…. It’s been happening quite often lately. I also realised that yesterday, when I cleaned my room, it was because I felt like it; not because one of my parents told me to. Is this a sign of my becoming more mature? I seriously hope not.
Most people see maturity as a good thing, but in my mind, it has so many negative connotations… Whenever I think maturity, I see old people lecturing teenagers and stuff. This, obviously, is bad. Whenever I get lectured I always try to zone out.
I’m like, Yeah,Yeah,
They’ll be like “Get up, Get out”,
“Move on, move on”,
There’s no doubt, I’m all wrong, you’re right,
It’s all the same with you.
“More! Too much!”
You ask why
So why,
So why?!
On and on and on and on,
On and on and on and on,
Don’t want to grow up,
I want to get out,
Anyone? Take me away,
I want to shout out,
Take me away,
Away!
Round and round here we go again
Same old start, same old end
Turn my head
And turn back again
Same old stuff never ends
“Do this, do that”
Can’t deal. Can’t deal with that
I tune in, tune out
I’ve heard it all before
Never asking me why,
Hello…, goodbye,
Goodbye!
………
I can’t Believe just typed that all out, I should really stop typing what I think. I should seriously stop thinking in rhyme to… OH MY GOD STOP TYPING.
Should delete that……. nah, I’ll post it. Shit I’m doing it again..
Anywho…. I’ll be simul-posting my blog over at multiply since a lot of my friends use that as their preferred medium.<(^_^)>
Something Lucky This Way Comes
Pretty much everyone’s heard of that saying;
See a penny, pick it up; all day long you will have good luck
Well I must be really lucky, I was cleaning my room and I found three pennies, and from three different currencies.
I found an American, Canadian and Malaysian penny. Unfortunately. Shame I didn’t find an Australian one though, those things are worth like $2ok…
But YAY. I’m like über lucky now!!
I Answered Yahoo!
The other day, I stumbled onto a question on Yahoo! Answers. It was asking “Is the threat of terrorism a farce?“
Unsatisfied with the answers already given I decided to write my own;
The threat of terrorism is very real. No matter who you’re fighting, or not fighting in some cases, there is always a threat of terrorism.
The threat of terrorism is real, probably not as immediate as the movies make you think, but it is real. But you have to be logical. If you live in middle-of-nowhere’sville suburbia, I don’t think it would be very likely for your neighbour to be a sleeper agent.
Also, Al-Qa’idah doesn’t have monopoly over all terrorist activities. So, even if you believe that the Bush administration orchestrated 9/11, the threat of terrorism is real, if not from Al-Qa’idah or any other religious group, it could from anyone who has an agenda and believes that violence is the only way to get the message through.
You must be able to recognise who the terrorists are they could be revolutionaries, extremist groups, street gangs and even, the ever friendly tree-huggers.
But again, the answer is kind of no and yes…. No the threat of terrorism is not farce, it’s real, but it’s not as immediate or as extreme as the media, and unfortunately the government, makes it out to be, you have more of a chance of being part of a bank robbery.
And guess what!? It was chosen as best answer <i’m so happy now>. It was like my first attempt at answering a question on Yahoo! Answers.
Unfortunately it wasn’t my best piece of writing. I kept on repeating “the threat of terrorism is real“, the first paragraph is pretty much the second’s opening sentence and there’s a whole lot more in there!
BUT I GOT CHOSEN FOR HAVING BEST ANSWER!!
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